Thursday, March 29, 2007

searching for

How much longer can my battered heart beat?

How many more relationships does it take
Before all resolve is broken and hope is lost?
How many times do I have to start over
And how much more pain must I bear?

Trudging down the trying path of love
I have long since lost sight of the goal
Where does it lead to and what am I searching for?
A great love? Kids? Someone else’s fantasy?

An answer that can never be found.

1 comment:

urylesswindow said...

Piers with black sand
Oceans with moonlight ripples
Happiness of the mind still escapes me
Why cant she find peace
Hurtful words never withdrawn
Does she care or is it just a long game or song.
If you knew the way I feel
Just cause you can empty skies
And let the rain pour from your eyes
My heart inside you’ve found a way
To puncture it whenever you may
So that I don’t feel like living another day
Whats supposed to be so sacred, so special
Is dragged in mud behind a truck
I guess im like a bull that’s just been caught
Then in the bullfight I get stabbed in the heart
You call me names
You disrespect my emotions
Sometimes I doubt you care at all.
A sunlight pier its still the same
But where are you is this another game
The beach is perfect but who are you with
Even though this may be true I just can’t stop loving you
You hurt me once and then again a fleeting bird who likes to run
I need to trust that you’ll be there and won’t hurt me
But you don’t seem to care.